Sunday, January 1, 2012
I was originally going to title this post "indifference" but as I was sitting and watching Owen tonight, I decided to change it to "peace." I didn't really think I was feeling much about the outcome of this cycle and I was calling it indifference.....but really I am at peace. I have a pretty good feeling that it will be negative. I guess with the quality of the embryos at the time of transfer, I'm not expecting a positive call on Tuesday....and I'm okay with that. Owen is more than I ever thought that I would have at one point in my life and if he is the only child that I will ever have, it is okay with me....so that is why I changed the title to peace. Of course, if it is a positive call I will be overjoyed and excited:) I guess only time will tell...but I feel peace with whatever the outcome may be.